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 It’s sort of trippy how the world just seems to be…back.  It’s like the Rapture in reverse: for weeks I moved about the suburbs of Chicago alone, for all intents and purposes.  Sure, there were other cars, but…c’mon!  We’re talking about CHICAGO.  The highways were practically empty.  Driving down 294 was like driving down the legendary Autobahn.  Or maybe like the Viaducto at 2 AM.

The office was pretty much empty, too.  Signs of life become fewer and fewer the deeper we got into December.  Where did all these people go, anyway?  Sour grapes, for sure, but it was so slow it hardly seemed worth taking the day off.  What a waste!  We could have drank coffee and eaten donuts, damn it!  Why didn’t you come in?!?!  Not that I didn’t enjoy the silence.  The deafening, oppressive silence…

But now everyone is back.  I think this will take some getting used to for those who disappeared for the entire latter part of December.  Some of the poor souls have this quasi-vacant stare on their faces.  I caught a few of them walking around in circles.  Others roamed aimlessly.  It was sad, really.  I feel bad for them and all of their time relaxing at home or traveling to distant lands.  Sour grapes, indeed…

So, I will accommodate those who have returned.  I will allow them a day or two to re-acclimate themselves to this daily grind, this race of rats.  Yes, reality will hit them soon enough, and the false sense of joy and serenity they have built for themselves will come tumbling down like the proverbial house of cards.  

And then we start stirring the pot.  We’ve got a world to change, folks!

Since I can’t help sounding like the (soon-to-be) proverbial corrupted MP3 file, we are SO attached to our artificial cognitive constructs of time!

There.  I said it.  Phew!  Out of the way.

We mark and measure and observe the passage of time with great enthusiasm and zeal.  Regardless of social status, economic situation, or political inclination, just about everybody I know is an expert at watching the clock and keeping track of the calendar.  It’s a vital human practice these days.  One must be aware of the passage of time each day lest one forget to eat, sleep, or leave work early enough to have a life but not so early so as to attract attention.  For these things, understanding a clock is essential.  And one must also maintain skills associated with calendar-consciousness.  After all, one must be aware lest one forget to prepare for winter, submit one’s taxes on time, or remember which days not to show up for work.  Further, when one combines these skills of clock-watching and calendar-consciousness, one can ensure that the new episodes of “Grey’s Anatomy” are not missed (on Thursdays at 8:00 PM Central).  Every day has its place in the cosmic order of things, and we must honor that place!

Today is no different than tomorrow.  Well, tomorrow hasn’t happened yet, but I think you might get my drift.  The rest of the cosmos doesn’t care about the obsessive-compulsive need of our species to catalogue EVERYTHING, particularly time.  It really, really doesn’t care.  Whether you believe in a natural force balancing all things in existence or you believe in an organizing consciousness…whatever you choose…the fact remains that the way we slice and dice time is a purely human construct meant to provide order to what appears to be a somewhat chaotic universe. 

As is the case with so many other things we do, there are very real, very necessary roots to our obsession with time, but that obsession need not pervade our lives.  The opportunity to disengage is there, we just need to seize it.  Why should we?  I believe that we lose ourselves in the ebb and flow of the currents of time.  If we allow ourselves to get caught up in the external flow of time, we run the risk of being overcome, of drowning, in the larger zeitgeist that drives the machine of modern society.  What’s more, so many of the sources of this global flow are reinforced by entities with a vested interest in your being aware of what to buy, when to buy, and where to buy. 

This time of year is a perfect example.  Where I live, in the United States, you can already see Christmas displays coming down and Valentine’s Day displays going up.  I’m all about the loving, but these cues are so obvious, and they aren’t coming from the need to prepare for the cold months to come.  OK, maybe Valentine’s Day might have something to do with warmth on a cold February night in Illinois, but that’s not the point.  Don’t get suckered in by the details. 

Step back.  Relax.  Close your eyes.  Open them

Open your eyes.

Every day is the same.  It is filled with potential.  It is no better than the days before, than the days yet to come.  And there is no guarantee that there are more days.  Today could very well be your last day.  Embrace that fact.  Squeeze every last drop out of today.  Sure, you are assuming you’ll get another one tomorrow, but why waste what you have in front of you?

2009 is almost over.  2010 is almost here.  It starts tomorrow.  It’s a brand new year, filled with endless possibilities, with so many things that we could potentially do.

Why wait until tomorrow to start?

Something about “The Season” brings out good things in people.  It brings out lots of things, really, but, for some reason, the good things seem more salient.  Maybe it’s because we see more of those moments in others.  Maybe it’s because we’re more attuned to the Spirit of The Season.  Maybe it’s a little of both.

I can only speak for myself, but I think our attenuation to goodness increases during this time of year.  We look for it.  We expect it.  It shocks us when we see people being nasty.  We shake our heads when we see greed.  There is simply this unwritten rule that this holiday season is about doing something a little extra for others.

And why is that?  Because of the Winter Solstice?  Yeah, I don’t think so.  I think it’s because it has become a collective expectation.  It is part of the experience.

It’s a shame that collective expectation exists for two weeks each year.  We could really use it the other fifty.

“It’s business, it’s not personal.” Really? Well, I don’t think so. I think business is personal. 

We make personal connections when we allow our spirits to reveal themselves to each other. It might be a quickly glimpse at first, but when that first tenuous connection is made, the bond grows. It strengthens. It builds a bonds that soon bridges what makes us different and connects what makes us the same.

Maybe what makes me special as a leader isn’t that I have made a personal connection here or there in my past but that I seek to make personal connections all the time. It’s one of the foundations of how I lead others.

The cure for the “divided self” is to bring your spirit into the equation. Spirit, or spirituality, need not be religious or supernatural in nature. Your “spirit” is simply a way of describing the essential qualities that make you so undeniably, wonderfully you. 

Spirit is the source of your strength, your power. We need you to show up in what you do. We need to hear your voice. We need to feel your touch. We need to see your signature. Leave your impression and make it undeniably yours.

You can save the world. Seriously. Showing up is a great start. Showing up and brining your unique blend of colors to the table is even better. On the flipside, don’t be afraid to mix your colors with those of the other people at the table. 

Change the world, but let your experiences in that world change you.

I’ve brought up cognitive dissonance in at least three different conversations in less than one week, so I took that as a sign to write about it. Cognitive dissonance is a term used to describe the disconnect between what you believe or think and what you do. It is a state of psychological unrest. It disrupts the “Know-Do-Results” cycle I wrote about the other day (odracir72.livejournal.com/57020.html). The cycle, fortunately, is self-correcting. At some point, an adjustment in either what you know, what you do, or the way you assess results is made to eliminate or reduce dissonance. Reduction of dissonance, however, is often temporary as there is a compromise in effect. It usually entails a level of self-deception that cannot be sustained. Elimination of dissonance should be the goal. Elimination requires a change, not merely an adjustment, to any of the three steps of the cycle.  Again: what you know, what you do, and the results you get. When the dissonant situation is eliminated, peace and harmony are restored to the individual.  We regain balance. Trying to be two different people…the one at work and the one at home, for example…will eventually lead to dissonance. One is no more real or valid than the other, but it takes too much energy to maintain the separation between them. The deeper the divide, in fact, the more energy required to keep the charade from collapsing in on it self.  When it does collapse, the disconnect between what we think and what we do is revealed.  The revelation can lead to disenchantment, disillusionment, dissatisfaction…all kinds of other states that being with “dis.”  The bottom line is that not allowing ourselves to be “authentically me” pretty much guarantees us that we will run out of the energy required to prop up the facade.  We will experience cognitive dissonance. At some point in our lives, we all experience the implosion.

What you know is really a mix of your thoughts and your feelings. Logic, reason, and belief systems are all example of thoughts. They come from the processes that mainly focus on the quantitative aspects of cognition. Feelings, on the other hand, mainly focus on the qualitative aspects of cognition, and they include emotion, mood, and intuition. The body of knowledge that you use to interpret and navigate the world around you informs the decisions you make and forms the drivers for what you do. What you do is a manifestation of what’s going on in your head.

Your actions have consequences. They yield results. You consciously and subconsciously evaluate these results and determine which you like and which you don’t. Then, you make adjustments to what you know based on your thoughts and your feelings regarding these results. So, your results affect what you know which causes changes to your thoughts and your feelings.

Some people care more about what they think, and some people care more about what they feel. Regardless, all people care about both to one extent or another. It’s simply a matter of priority. When you get to know someone, you get to know which of these they value more. You develop your relationship with them based on that knowledge.

The key is getting to know others in more than just a superficial manner. It’s hard not to love once you take your relationships to that level.

Sometimes it is hard to give an opinion on something because there is a tendency for others to view such opinions as judgments. For example, when asked, I normally tell people I am a vegetarian for health reasons. This is true, to an extent. However, I also don’t eat meat for ethical reasons. See? Right there. I lost some people. The word “ethics” implies judgment. Nobody says that they don’t like mustard for ethical reasons. There are simply those of us who think mustard tastes gross. Period. I don’t think anyone has ever felt that I had a feeling of moral superiority because I don’t eat mustard. Besides, if I didn’t eat mustard for ethical reasons, people would think I am a screwball. Make it meat, and I run the risk of being “holier than thou.”

Or take schools as another example. Sometimes, when I tell people that I send my kids to a private school, I get this look like, “Oh…public school not good enough for you?” Not categorically. I just think the philosophy behind the school to which I send my children aligns more closely with what I perceive to be best for my kids. It’s not a personal statement AGAINST anything but a personal statement IN FAVOR of something else.

That’s just the way of the world, I am afraid.

Sadly, this becomes relevant because there is a tendency…at least in this country, the United States of America…for opinion to be politicized by those with loud voices and hidden agendas. The act of politicizing every issue that enters the public realm has the immediate effect of polarizing the populace. This is an unfortunate phenomenon, but it is even more unfortunate that the general population continues to fall for it. And when we fall for the manipulation, we play the part that others want us to play.

And then we’re in that damn box again.

The antidote to this is simple: refuse to play the part that is being scripted for you. Refuse to align your thoughts and beliefs along party lines. Refuse to allow others to bring political alignments into conversations about corporate ethics or scientific morality. Avoid the trap of creating instant enemies by slapping a political party’s label on your ideas.

Give your opinion without passing judgment. It may be hard to do, but opinions, thoughts, and ideas are the fuel of human social evolution. Let the revolutionary ideas percolate up! There will be no change until the unhindered expression of thoughts and ideas is not just tolerated but embraced around the world.

At least that’s my opinion…

December is an old, familiar friend. It just sort of works out that way for me. I am sure others feel the same way.

In my world, nothing defines December more than the album “December” by George Winston. For the uninitiated, you can find it here:http://www.georgewinston.com/recordings/01934-11611-2.php

December is many other things, as well, but that album is the warm, cozy blanket that I put on each and every night. I don’t know how else to describe it.

Each December, I take a day for myself, and I reflect. I used to use it as time to look back at my journey the past 12 months and venture to dream about the coming 12 months. This year…this year there are no limitations. This year there are no boundaries. This year…the context is different.

Still, I recognize this month for what it is and what it is meant to be. I welcome it and all that comes with it.

Welcome to December…

I just caught wind of a 50,000-word-novel challenge that is due by the end of the month. I think I will be focusing on meeting that challenge. So, I’ll probably take a breather until December. Who knows, though…